My last post

I don't know how to express how sad, depressed... there aren't words as it turns out to express how my heart feels like it's been ripped out of my chest and stomped on a few dozen times. That's cliche and I don't care, I didn't realize how apt it was until it happened to me.

My husband told me a week ago that he no longer loves me and that he's in love with another woman.  He wants a divorce so I have to leave. It's not fair to love someone who doesn't love you anymore.

So I won't be in Korea any longer then it takes to ship my cat back to the US and pack. Maybe I'll write another blog, but only if it's not depressing. I hate depressing whiny blogs. And right now, I can only be depressing and whiny.

I'm sorry to those who came to value this blog and had emailed and messaged me in recent months.